Guy with High Top Fade: Hey are you going to use that
pencil?
Radical Girl: Is he
asking me?
Guy with High Top Fade: Hey there, are you going to use that
pencil?
Radical Girl: Yeah it’s my drawing pencil
Guy with High Top Fade: Really you draw? You’re an artist?
Radical Girl: (while pulling out a pencil for him) Yeah I’m
an Artist
Guy with High Top Fade: Thanks I need this to take a test.
So you’re really an artist? (then starts to walk away backwards)
Radical Girl: Yeah. I’m really an artist.
Guy with High Top Fade: Cool. If I see you again I want to
talk to you about drawing and stuff.
Radical Girl: OK, bye.
Not long ago I used to hesitate to
admit I was an artist. I didn’t have much confidence. But God made me an
artist. It’s an integral part of who I am. No matter how I feel about my skill
level or even my actual skill level, it doesn’t change the fact that I am an
artist. So rather than be run by my feelings, I have chosen to start BELIEVING and
DEMONSTRATING that I am an artist because that is who God made me to be. I’m
thankful for this. I’m also grateful that for the FIRST time when someone
mentioned drawing my immediate response wasn’t “I can’t draw” or “I’m not that
type of artist.” Apparently I can draw, I just didn’t realize it because of all
the years of comparing myself to others and lies I chose to believe about me.
Like any negative mindset it takes a while to retrain your brain to align with
God’s Word and not the world but by God’s power it can and will be done. And I
hope you know He will do it for you too.
“And I am certain that God, who began the
good work within you, will continue His work until it is finally finished on
the day when Christ Jesus returns.” Philippians 1:6 NLT
